still standing tall.

i am tired.
and suffering from fatigue.
i dont know why,
but i'm feeling lonely these days.
i guess i need someone.

the night just looms.

the syndrome.

judging by the dark eye circles i see everywhere, i guess everyone has been fully tormented by this season's dreadful mid year exams.
rest well, the even deadlier promos are charging towards us.
be afraid. be very afraid.

but, then again,we musnt forget to play hard as well. hahaha.





just look around.
and you'll realise how many beautiful things you'd missed.

it's not the end, no.

Let's go to a rave,
And behave like we're trippin'
Simply 'cause we're so in love.
Funny hats, shiny pants
All we need for some romance,
Go get dolled-up
And I'll pick you up.

There's no line for you and me
'Cause tonight we're V.I.P.
(I know somebody at the door).
I see that twinkle in your eye,
You shake that ass and I just die,
Let's check our coats and move out to the floor.

When I'm dancing with you
Tomorrow doesn't matter.
Turn that music up
'Till the windows start to shatter
'Cause you're the only one who can get me on my feet.
And I can't even dance.

Just look at me, Silly Me,
I'm as happy as can be-
I got a girl who thinks I rock.
And tomorrow there's no school,
So lets go drink some more Red Bull,
And not get home 'till about 6:00.

When I'm dancing with you
Tomorrow doesn't matter.
Turn that music up
'Till the windows start to shatter
'Cause you're the only one who can get me on my feet.
And I can't even dance.

Everybody here is staring
At the outfit that you're wearing
I love it when they check you out.
Cover's only twenty bucks,
And even if the dj sucks
It's time to turn this mutha out!
When we're together
When we're together
There's no tomorrow,
There's no tomorrow
When we're together
There's no one in the world
but you and me
oh you and me oh
You and me

orson-
" no tomorrow"

orson- no tomorrow.

this is brilliant.

eyes wide shut.

okay, so the brazil VS croatia match was kinda disappointing, but-
KAKA IS CUTE! :)
hahaha. this phrase has probably been repeated in thousands of blogs owned by women(including justina's and esther's). i mean, who can resist a cute, young brazilian footballer?
and so, i hopped over to melinda's place to join the slumber party!

can you believe we actually slept at 7 am(after watching the WC and hogging the com) and woke up at 2 pm the next day? note:when melinda's dad set off for work, we were still wriggling around.


why is justina behaving that way? does she have a dirty lil secret? hahaha.

the next afternoon, two sleepyheads looked stoned.


i dont think they realise people are watching.


stop eyeing melinda's lime juice you greedy justina! hahaha.


what can i say? we all love chomp. and, the chee kweh there is fab. check out the chai pok man!


***

FEVER PITCH.

the world is seriously going absolutely GAGA over FOOTBALL! hahaha. when do you ever see so many people getting so hyped about any other sport? it's amazing, really.
well, needless to say, justina and i were caught up in the hype. and so, we joined a whole rowdy crowd of adults at gardens cafe cartel. there was a live screening of the japan-australia match. japanese players are HOT! hahaha. the score was quite shocking really, esp during the last few minutes where everyone just went nuts.




yummy black peppered pork ribs :))

and this picture of MR KEVIN LIM just cracks me up.
how's life dude? hahaha.

GO ENGLAND AND BRAZIL!

the rice cooker died.

i'm serious. the rice cooker just died. and half of the rice became chaota-ed. i had to eat soggy maggi mee. like, UGH.


just like back then :))

well, two more weeks to the dreaded midyears, and i am still unfazed. i cannot believe i get up later than 12 pm on regular days. except days where i drag my feet to school to study. i'm getting cranky. i need chocolate-coated oreo. and cadbury chocolates.

i heard this really nice song on radio.
i think it's 'no tomorrow' by ORSON.
:))

and did you all catch the germany-costa rica match? it was the best opening match in years. hahaha. and there was this cute player from germany. didnt quite catch his name.
and there was a player named sequeira in the costarican side! hahah. i laughed out loud. he shares the same name as my CT tutor. LOL. coincidentally, he likes soccer too. and, he's the teacher in charge of the guys soccer team. talk about coincidence huh.

i wonder, what will we be like as seniors next year?
i bet we will rock the house down.

work hard, and play hard.

i cant believe we interviewed the VP for our PW. it was quite traumatic especially, because he didnt say anything good about our proposal. oh, forget it. but i was sitting there, with carol, and there were these lists of names on paper. and besides these names, were grades and comments. comments like- not working hard enough on biology, or- have been failing chemistry.

i didnt mean to look- they were just right in front of me.
OH, the VP is using a motorola V3i.
hahaha. i saw it.

alright after the horrible experience, it was back to the library- again. i actually completed theory of production. surprise surprise! and i saw bernard lee in school. i tried not to be in his way. i havent actually handed up my chem tutorials yet.


NANYANG JC! :) why are we being so patriotic anyway? haha.




we took a looooong time to get this jumpshot right. and justina spoiled it! hahaha.





we really played like there's no tomorrow. then some dragonboaters passed by, and we tried to act cool. i mean, why are four girls jumping around and in unifrom taking photos on self-timer mode?

we actually sneaked into the boys toilet for some fun. the experience was just, UGH. i conclude that the girls toilet is much, much more pleasant.

remember, no talking in the library.

well, okay, we talked. haha.
it was pretty nice, mugging with emiko, justina and angela. but i didnt really get anything done though, except for the brunch part. hahaha. i think the BIZ club people were having some seminar or something, and there was this buffet. how could we resist? haha. the food just lay there.. uneaten. but it was pretty wierd with the BIZ club people everywhere and stuff.

YUM :))

okay. back to the library, where justina and i had fun grooving to emiko's ipod. great song collection. and justina kept repeating HIPS DONT LIE. lol. but i like it too. hahaha. there were some emo songs too, remember moulin rouge? awww. girls will be girls. we practically swooned. lol.

i watched singapore idol! :)
and i'm rooting for jasmine.
actually, i heard kaiyang can really sing. hahaha. why didnt you join idol? wasted. hahaha.

who came up with the word 'mug' anyway?
i thought it means stealing in the west.

pangseh pangseh pangseh.

i am unglam, but heck that.

btw, why am i known as the PANGSEH KIA now? huh. as a matter of fact, i only PS once in a blue moon. and only if i cant help it.

alright. i pangsehed loads of times. shoot me.
but it is in my nature! haha. forgive me, will you? :)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KIYOKO!
wow. eighteen. haha.

i'm just a brown cow.

looking back at my archives, i tried not to tear. time really flies. you could notice, as the months went back, i abandoned my yellow and blue xinmin uniform and donned the brown nanyang one. which did i look happier in? it doesnt really matter now, aint it. because i'm going to be brown for quite sometime. it's not the physical part of it, it's the emotional one.

i made many friends, and i dont regret it. they're my escapes from this horrible system of collage schooling, the colors that brighten this dull life. but how long more can i drag myself to school, force myself to keep awake during lectures, and pine for the moment where i lie in bed.

i slept for a long time. a really long time. and i really pigged out this holidays. but school is dawning nearer and nearer. i am scared.

well, as they say in life, friends are there for you.








:)) i know they are.
i must be strong.

she's seventeen!

yepp. CHAN HUILING IS SEVENTEEN! hahaha.
she's such a dear.
and last night was a blast.
we had PASTAMANIA for dinner and the chocolate banana pizza was surprisingly good. or was it the wonderful ambience haha. jason joined us too. the AJ math whiz! (he got A for chem and math for his common tests)

we also caught SHE'S THE MAN! :)
omigosh. i hadnt laughed so hard for so long now. i was literally laughing throughout the show. if you're free, CATCH IT MAN! girls will love it. plus, the lead actor is HOT. (no kidding! when he appeared on screen in a tuxedo, the whole cinema of girls were screaming.)


amanda bynes. hahah. she looks funny.


what a wonderful couple. hahaha.

angelia and siyang joined us later, and we headed to STARBUCKS and bought LING a cake!

of course, we sang the song. and recorded it. SPASTIC.

let's do this again sometime huh. haha. this reminds me of 2005 where we could just do this all the time. but i smile nevertheless, happy birthday ling. i love you.

:))

i was talking to JUSTINA on msn when she suddenly shocked me.

[ justina . titiku ]™ just tell me when would i see you again. says:
i haven't unzip yet la

DAN; who's to make me smile again someday? says:
omg.

[ justina . titiku ]™ just tell me when would i see you again. says:
*wait

[ justina . titiku ]™ just tell me when would i see you again. says:
unzipping

DAN; who's to make me smile again someday? says:
eh faster leh!!

[ justina . titiku ]™ just tell me when would i see you again. says:
HAHA OK OK WAITTTTT


i can see the thoughts running through your mind now. you dirty fellow!

[ justina . titiku ]™ just tell me when would i see you again. says:
I MEAN THOSE FILES ARE ZIPPED UP


jinyu is leaving for china. or has she left already? i'll miss that goon.

and forget abt that eyesore! the soccerettes will be there fer you, haha.

and i would have to thank esther fer doing this to me!

HUMPH! how could you? hahaha. but i love you all the same.

it's JUNE! the holiday season. no school. no lectures. no tutorials.

i am happy.

oasis.

an old song, but close to the heart nonetheless.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realised what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you but I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

:))

dreams.

i realised that the soccerettes took quite a number of neoprints in such a short time. haha. i know, neoprints are passe, but who really cares?






i heard some girls think coach is cute. gosh. those girls are totally crazy. haha. do you think he's cute? let's take a poll man. tag to show your adoration or disregard for this very man.

went out with darling yinghan on thursday! :) we took loads of pictures and town-hopped. i saw this wierd malay girl in cine. her hair was sprayed, such that it was blown out of proportions. it was basically 'pong'. think massive eyeliner. and short checkered dress. and knee high socks. like what the? haha.

then, i got a shock of my life. i was just strolling around, when i saw three guys, with spiked hair. you may think, it's common la. but, their hair were like standing really high. longer than A4 size la. everyone was like WHOA. haha. and they wore eyeliner and stuff. i ended up laughing really loudly and yinghan pulled me away. haha.



i really miss her loads.




5 years of laughter, cries, joy and pain.



will you be there for me someday?

it's a faraway dream that i cant reach. is there even something to reach out for? i dont know.
yes, they walked me home tonight. and i am really very glad.
PS. yam beancurd is sinful.